How do i know what he's thinking?

okay,, me and this guy named micheal have been talking off and on for about three months,, but recently i was with this other guy named tyler and he took advantage of me one night while i was drunk.. and the some of the ppl that where at the place that it happened in dont like me very wel even though not knowing what really happened.. michael heard about it and he was still willing to be with me,, he knows exactly what happened that night,, but the ppl that dont like me are doing and saying stuff that i never said to start drama between us... and so we broke up after a week of dating,, he says that he wants a break but i feel as if its gotten to him too much and he doesnt want me anymore.. like if someone is on a break they should at least text you right? like if you both agree to go on a break you would still text each other.. but he never texts me... and then we got into it and he said that since i never texted him he figured i moved on to one of my good friends so we both agreed to take a break again tilll things cool down.. but he still never texts me even when i text him.. he says he not ready for a relationship yet but then says he wants a break for like a week... so i sent him a message today saying that i dont know if i cant do it anymore and that i feel as if im being led on and that when he said he still had feelings for me that my gut feeling says different and my gut feelings usually never wrong and that i still wanna be friends but i cant sit around and wait for him forever and that he barly even talks to me and that i just wanted to be with himm and not let drama git in between us but it did and that i cant change it... do you think i did the right thing by sending that?? because when i sent it i thought that i was done with him,, but now im bit so sure i am.. its really confusing.. he responded and said that its not his fualt it affected him anf that his feelings for me are strong and that he was sorry he just didnt know what to do so i said i know its not oyur fualt and okay.. and he just got off line so i sent him another text saying that i was sorry and i have mixeed feelings about all this and i need time to figure things out.. and he said its whatever in the end its what makes me hapy and i told him he knew what would make me happy and all he said was yeah so i said like he said earlier he doesnt know what to do so i guess we can leave it at this untilll he knows and i would talk to him later and he never texted back...so please whats you advice on this??